Sweet love of mine,
Without you there would be nothing.

I often think about how things would be had I not met certain individuals or gone through certain trials in my life. Although I cannot say for certain whether or not I turned out the best I ever could have, I have become exponentially grateful for the people and circumstances that have made up my life as of yet. A few have come and gone and already left their mark, but there are some I know now who I feel will continue to impact me until the day that I die. So to my friends, and to whatever Greater Being out there aligned this web of a universe, thank you.

I finally feel as though things are starting to fall back into place. I was sick from last Tuesday until yesterday, but I feel much better today. School has started and although I haven’t gotten all my readings covered, I’m not too far behind, and I have a three day weekend to catch up and get a bit ahead. I’m very excited about my courses. Also, I adore autumn. We didn’t have a very hot summer this year in Toronto (it rained most of the time), but there’s still something about the cool autumn air that makes me feel refreshed and elated.

Nothing will ever be good enough.

Not my best work, but it gets the point across. I’m usually the type of person who will do nearly anything for anyone. I hate disappointing people, and so I often find it hard to say no. This gets me into trouble when I can see that something is obviously leading to nowhere, when I’ve had enough but someone keeps asking me to do them favours, and many other situations. I’ve decided that I need to teach myself to say no. I’m sure it’ll be uncomfortable at first, but it’s something I need to do.